The medication isn’t working.

That means there’s something fundamentally wrong with me.

I’m so tired.

I still don’t know how to process everything.

Onlyfans when? 🥺🥺

Never.

I’m so very tired all the time.

Insides are humming, can’t relax.

All I want is a hug.

The ability to regulate my emotions is becoming difficult again.

It’s hard trying to decifer if I ask too much or the bare minimum from others.

It’s a bad day.

I know I need to work on myself but I wish you could be here to help…

The truly good things in my life have been ruined. And the only person I can blame is myself.

At this point in life I don’t think it’s survivors guilt. It really should have been me.

lovedumbandbroke:

How many times does my heart have to break before God decides my character has been developed enough?

Questions that will remain unanswered pt. 1

I’m having difficulties processing today. Words are all jumbled and making little sense or making sense in strange ways. They seem above my ability to comprehend.